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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

"FOLLOW ME"

Since leaving church, I have done a lot of reading about Institutional Church vs. House Church. I am amazed at the plethora of information that is available, and at the numbers of other Christians who have taken the same step that I have in stopping attendance at Church buildings/meetings.

Like so many issues regarding Christian life and practice, there are various opinions around this subject. On the side that would align itself to a move back to a house setting for Christian fellowship and worship I have found several sources that would appear to be sound and solid. I have also come across some ideas and "teachings" that I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole. There are arguments, both for and against, that appear to have merit.

A tendency I have had, since becoming a Christian, is to want to grab onto some person or doctrine or teaching and make them/it my source of confidence and assurance as I live out my faith each day. Unfailingly, any of these that I latch onto will eventually prove to be fallible, and I realize, once again, that I have created an idol out of them that I have put between myself and God. I know that many can relate to this.

In this day and age of highly visible Preachers and authors, and with so much information readily available in the form of books, blogs, tapes, online articles etc. etc., it is hard to avoid. Yet at the same time, it should only reinforce to us that no one person or denomination has perfect truth. There are arguments that have been going on for centuries around issues of faith and practice, and they will contine until Jesus comes back. The house church issue is just one of many, although a very important one.

I often think back to the time of the early church. When all the believers had was the Holy Spirit, each other, and portions of scripture. I imagine that they had a much easier time of hearing Jesus' voice. They had disagreements, to be sure. But there was nothing to compare to the different camps that we have today in Christendom.

So what to do? How do you know you are on the right track? Do you go with the majority? With the teachers that you respect most? In delving into these things, I know I could dive so deep into the original meaning of Greek words that I might never come up for air as I wrestle with verb tenses and cultural context. I could listen to a hundred messages, and read a dozen books, and still be torn between two sides. I could remain in a state of confused second guessing, immobilized by the reality that by myself I will never know the right steps to take. On my own, with only my own understanding and ingrained presuppositions, I will only ever move in the path of least resistance.

In thinking on these things, I thought of dogs, and how they hear frequencies far beyond what humans are capable of. I found this on the Internet:

(Wegler, Monika. Dogs: How to Take Care of Them and Understand Them. New York: Barrons Educational Series, 1996):

"Dogs hear high tones in particular much better than humans do. Humans can pick up an average of 20,000 acoustic vibrations per second (kHz), whereas a dog is able to perceive between 40,000 and 100,000 vibrations."

I could let myself be in a state of spiritual confusion if I tried to figure it all out on my own. But the glad truth is that, at the end of the day, I hear His voice. I know I am hearing the voice of Jesus. Not in specific words, heard with my ears, or even in my head. It is more as though I am being drawn by a magnet. I stand before a sea of opposing opinion and thought, and He parts it for me, letting me walk across on the solid ground of this knowledge that He is leading me. Like a dog hears frequencies unheard by humans, as with a dog whistle, I hear His voice beckoning me to follow Him. And every time I come to this place in my thinking, remembering it is Him, after all, that I seek, I find peace once more. I will follow Him, and trust Him for all the answers.

He leads each of us, calls each of us that are His. That is our rest, trusting Him alone, seeking Him alone, following Him alone.

"My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me;" (John 10:27)

3 comments:

Ruth Lang said...

Hey good morning !
great post.

I just have a quick comment in all of this.

It is one day at a time.

For me, what I eventually discovered is that it's a return to simplicity as much or more perhaps than it is sorting through "stuff". The sorting through is important tho absolutely. But can we get stuck there ? do you think we can?

When I first came out, I sorted through sooo much too. But as much as I did that, perhaps I did come up with answers, but when all was said and done, I had to rely totally on Jesus. Jesus to guide me and to bring people alongside of me, as little or few as they have been, and to bring I to them.

As you have clearly said, there is so much opinion out there.
There is a big question mark in alot of ways , and we do wonder 'well what am I supposed to do'. It's such a transition.

One day at a time - hear His voice, hear His heart. While enjoying the new found freedom in Him, we ARE living the way He wants us to, and the way He is calling us too. He is having His way.

We just don't see it but be encouraged in Him. It takes so long for our definitions (if you will) to change concerning so many things! Ruth

Amy said...

Maureen,
Excellent. I feel much of what you, as well, regarding this subject. In fact, much of what you mention, I have already written into my blog about the House Church (& others) that I'll be posting early next week, if not sooner.

Great stuff.

Blessings,
~Amy :)
http://amyiswalkinginthespirit.blogspot.com

Maureen said...

Thanks Ruth. I know what you mean by a return to simplicity. I sense in my spirit that is the direction I am going in. Just paring it all down to letting Jesus lead me in all things, listening for Him, talking to Him, waiting on Him. There is such a peace in this, knowing He has all things in His hands.

I do know about getting stuck in sorting through stuff. That is something that I do. A lot. I go from one thing to another, and never really get to the bottom of anything (not even my ironing basket!) It's best to fix our eyes on Jesus, and go from there.

Amy I am looking forward to your post on House Church. Again, where do you find the time for all this writing??????? ;-)